It's so hard sometimes reconciling your wants and must do. It seems there's always something standing in the way of me painting; school work or house work or dinner preparations or some other meeting or some other... something ( usually my own state of complacency).
I need to paint to learn to be disciplined in my craft for I believe that's the only way true success comes; through discipline and determination.
I am overwhelmed by waht I want to do and what I must do. I will however, find a way to balance it all. I must.